It's kind of weird, isn't it? After so many months, I've recently been able to put a name on it. I tried to ignore it but, then I convinced myself that it was just a estranged version of friendship, to an ending called "just history". At one point I even considered love but, this is not a Disney book so let's eliminate that please.
Easement is the word that showed up in the translator when I put the Spanish letters that came to my mind the last time that we slept together.
I'm not sure if that describes all the magnitud... Oh no, no, no, don't take me wrong boy, I just said it, is not love. But feeling this kind of "at ease" isn't that common for what I heard so I looked up online and Google said that when you feel this kind of connection with someone you were a marry couple in a past life. Stupid.
I have to admit that this a strange light which turns on in some micro moments when you are with me. It has me so intrigued, dont eat my brain but it made me think some days.. Its cute, this light is cute and pretty and it feels nice, a different level of nice that doesnt reach in other good times.
Love? No handsome, again I already said that it's not but if love could.. You know, oh please don't get any crazy ideas, please no, just let me finish what I want to say to you. If there is a love like that, is it a kind of couple's love that makes you feel like this, I may.. I may be willing to sign up for it. Actually, I will just accept this love that gives me this kind of peace, this light, this.. This.. Comfort.
I don't care about the butterflies, I don't care about the fairy tail, the economic stability... Its just this because It feels so perfect.
But well.. what.. ? Do you want me to untied you.. ? Ah..? You thought this was a joke, a weird and sexy way to confess me to you? Is it because I'm a fragile women, isn't it?
Oh boy, you don't have any idea of how wrong you are.
